Confused. There is just too much contradictions in my life.

With family, friends and other things.

After years of education, it has been imbued to my mind that, I should not always to refer to [b]only one source[/b] for information. The information maybe wrong or incorrect. Taking a recent example, my dad is certain that the reason that I could not sleep, was due to my recollections of the games that I had played a while ago. And he claims that this was present from an experiment done by world-renowned scientisits. That is not true. For now, that is. It was...a few years ago. The actual reason as to why I could not sleep, was the phone conversation between me and JH. Thus I could not sleep for some time. Though my dad's intention was to tell me not to play too much games, but he certainly did it in the wrong way. It had went against that "logic" that was imparted to me by the education. Somehow, I am confused now. Though my parents wanted me to listen to them, but there are some facts that I cannot just accept happily without some form of substantiation. Some whom know me, knows that I am the kind that needs to understand facts to the tiniest level. This applies to simple formulas and concepts too.

Not that I do not want to listen to them, but some of them words/instructions just go against my will....And they think I am rebellious due to that. Sigh. Simple things like "switch off the com now and sleep, it's late.", I cannot comply with that most of the time. It is not as if I am playing the computer everyday for long periods of time. That mostly happens on weekends.